I have to rip out my tongue yet I would still be able to write what I don't mean to say How do I manage to make temporary feelings into forever consequences I can't take back what I said I can't bring emotions back I can't be Everything Permanent is what I did when I said. Permanent is how you're going to talk to me Not like in the beginning. I have to change who I am but then I would still live the same way making the identical choices. Because I am incapable of learning from my mistakes. Same arguments Inadequate, Replaceable You will never leave. I have to say what is on my mind how I feel Don't take me so seriously. Then you will think did you ever love me and that is why my temporary feelings always ruin my beautiful fantasies Can you accept this apology? You are not pressuring me You have to tell me what's wrong It's up to me, to learn and show you that I care about you and your feelings You are not complaining You are sharing, what is bothering you I have to stop taking advantage of your kindness I need to learn that I am enough I have to stop making excuses I have to stop thinking about you and Think about how you feel I am sorry You matter to me and Most Importantly I never want us to be apart Will you please continue to accept me Even when I make it hard.